


"ONLY IF I COULD"..... (ROUND 6 - BY CATHERINE)
Only if I could...
You are my Mother that I'm always proud of. You are a strong and loving person. when Dad passed away when I was 6,you took good care of us (7 children) on your own. I can't imagine how you did it but I remembered you worked very hard to give us a good future.
I grew up with your companion and love. At 22 I decided to have a family. It was hard to be away from you but I did try my best to visit you.
Tragedy happened when you got sick (kidney failure) 4 years of pain (Dialysis) fighting this disease,I was away from you, it hurts me a lot cause I want to take care of you but I'm far away from you.
Every time I visit you in Hospital, you're in pain. My heart melts. Only if I can take off all your pain to give you relief because I don't want to see you suffer.
February 2006, I planned to visit you on your 72nd Birthday,my Employer did not allow me to go but I insist that I need to see you because you are very ill.
At home, you are in bed, happy to see me,told me that you thought I won't see you alive anymore. I cried, told you that don't ever say that, because you can live many more years.
On your Birthday, you are so happy and we had a great time together.
I came back here, lost my job,got redundant but did not regret that, as you are more important to me, I'm happy that I had joined you on your birthday, I did not realise that was the last time I see you alive.
June 2006 I did received a phone call from Phillippines asking me to go home as you are very ill. I'm in plane praying to God to give me even just for a day to see you,kiss you, hug you very tight and tell you how much I really love you, but when I arrived, It's too late, you were already gone... gone forever...
ONLY IF I COULD... BRING BACK THE TIME AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU...
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This challenge in so Important to me... to tell you the truth I was In tears when I'm in Middle of making this page as until now I'm still in grief.
I will be having a holiday this December and visit my Mum's grave but not sure If I'm ready to face this again..
Well... I've done this LO and happy with the outcome and I will treasure this for lifetime.
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CRITERIA:
- LO must have only ONE photo MAXIMUM size 4x6..
- LO needs to be about something that was difficult for you to live through, a loss, sad time or something of the like (I want some emotion here girls.. it doesn't have to be about someones passing, but can be about the sadness you feel for the orphans in Africa, cruelty to animals, guilt from taking your child to childcare, that sorta thing)
- LO must have AT LEAST 200 words of journalling if computer generated or 100 words if handwritten (we're focusing on storytelling right, whats a story without words ) Journalling can be hidden on the LO but we need to see it for judging, so don't journal anything you don't want to share
- LO must also include SOME handwritten journalling somewhere on the LO (this criteria is not restricted so just a date or name will do)
- LO must only have ONE piece of Patterned Paper on it (that serves no purpose really its just to stretch you LMAO)